How can a woman really prepare for losing a breast? Being diagnosed with breast cancer for the second time is emotionally draining. I am scheduled to have my mastectomy and reconstructive surgery on February 1st but my surgeons are trying to schedule the surgery earlier. I still am unsure of my treatment until my sentinel node and the rest of the cancerous breast tissue are tested. I am praying every day that all I need to have done will be the mastectomy. I have been snowmobiling and spending lots of time with my family to keep my mind off of everything. My husband Chuck is now a non-smoker! This is a huge accomplishment for chuck and I am very proud of him. This is truly the best gift my husband has ever given me. Tasha our new puppy is growing and bring us much joy. The cat is not too happy but hopefully will start to be more accepting but I am not holding my breath. I am very grateful for all the wonderful e-mails and phone calls I have received it means a lot to both me and my family. Let's all continue to pray for a cure!